Thursday, 26 November 2009

  • SO long since I last updated.Can't say that I've been busy cause it'd be a lie.
    I'm just too lazy to do a proper update,feel like there's nothing to post please.
    Can I just say that I love my class,with a few exceptions of course.
    I am down with the flu,itchy throat is a damn pain in the neck.

    Skipped class on monday and wednesday for DJ at an event,I'm very sad that I suck at it and that I don't seem to be improving.But I haven't been going to jam very often,that may be the cause so it's my own fault in a way.

    Have been talking in my sleep almost every night,sometimes I'm aware of it,I seem to be scolding someone.According to my dad,I mumble most of the time.I have no idea what about,I can't remember what I dream about,not even a part of it.Emotional stress causes sleep talking.Ok,I have no idea what I'm stressing about since it's all over.
    Lucky the aljunied episode is over,or else I'll be talking every single night in my sleep.Turned out to be nothing.Can't go into details about this,else I'd be betraying the trust.

    Johnny Depp has been named the sexiest man alive.



    How can anyone not love him,only one other person can so totally beat him,and that is CAPTAIN JACK SPARROW!!

    Ok end my Johnny Depp craze.

    Mid semester test is coming soon from 7-11 Dec.I am totally dead.I'm really gonna spend sleepless night mugging,I swear!Then I'm going to Hong Kong on the 12th,right after MSTs,so I don't have to be limited by my results,YAY.Pray that I do well anyway.

    Ugh,tired tired tired.Must recover from the flu and cough quickly to do late night mugging.There;s just no time anymore.

    P.s. Did I mention that I'm working Fridays now too.All my spare time is gone gone gone ):

Sunday, 08 November 2009

  • Aaron is 17!







    Happy Birthday Aaron!
    An all around nice guy,sociable.
    You just cannot find anyone who will hate/dislike you.
    Not that you should,LOL.
    But you get my drift la,haha.
    Enjoy today.
    Oh the radio is playing nobody but you.
    YOUR SONG?!
    Rofl.

    I'm 1year2months older than you la ):
    So much difference.



    Heehee,but you're more mature than me sometimes (:

Friday, 06 November 2009

  • stressed.

    So much to take in in a week.I don't know what I'm feeling.Look at the time now,I just can't get to sleep.

    I feel so overwhelmed with emotions,I think if they could become energy,they could power this laptop for quite a while.I know I'm laughing in school,at least that is good isn't it.Being surrounded with people that can make me forget what happened,even if it's only for a while.

    I have to admit,I feel hurt,even though I want to deny that feeling.That does not mean that I like him,I will feel this way regardless of who it was,it was just the whole situation,it took me by surprise.
    I think it's for the first time ever that I felt so helpless.I just couldn't hit him nor could I scream my lungs out at him.
    I feel hurt that someone can think so little of me.And to treat me like I'm emotionless.
    And then to find out yesterday that I was just a game to you,I just really seriously gave up.First time ever that I'm treated this way?I am clueless.Why did you pick me to be your game,I should never have said that I'm unattached,just made me such an easy target huh?

    I feel so emo now,and emo songs are helping.

    New friends seem to disappear as fast as they came on the scene.
    I feel sad,because it feels true.The only other sane person who I can poor my heart out to is only momentarily there,and I think I give up trying to drag you to school already.I need to be around you because it makes me feel okay.Yes,I am dragging you to school for selfish reasons and not because I think studying is important.But since you can't be bothered,who am I to tell you what to do right?I've only known you for 1.5 weeks.

    I give up,you win,all of you.sigh,I know I'm a bitch at times,but does karma have to bite me this hard?

    I'm tired of trying to fight for the things I want in life.
    And you,stay in my life permanently if you want to,don't be here then not then here then not.If you can't do that,please leave while it's still okay.I don't know if I can afford to take another blow so soon after that guy.I might just have a breakdown.

    Right now,the only thing I really really wish for,is to have you guys around me.I need you guys to keep me sane,but we just can't meet up,I want so badly to go back to the fuhua times.I feel like my head could fucking explode any second.

    Yesterday night was such a bad night.
    Please make it go away,all of it.

Tuesday, 03 November 2009

  • hello all.
    I shan't type out whatever I wanted to.

    hello if you're a guy.
    If you were married and already got a kid,would you still go after other girls?
    If you answered yes then please press alt F4 and piss off.
    That's being worse than a scum.
    To enlighten your puny yug brain:
    Scum = Worthless people,lowest form of life.
    So if you think it's still okay to have a wife and many other 'concubines',I bet your dick isn't that big.

    You should be glad that Singapore is strict with the law and all,because this is what my revenge would be like:
    1.Skin you alive.(and yes,alive as in ALIVE)
    2.Cut off your nose while you are still alive!And to do that I will make sure you do not have too much blood lost from point 1.
    3.Cut off your ears while you are still alive(i think you get my point)
    4.cut off your fingers,once every hour.
    5.Cut off your toes,once every hour too.
    6.Then cut off your man part and burn it in front of you?HAHAHAHA.
    7.Since there's nothing else that can be cut off,I will proceed to dig out your eyeballs.
    8.Pluck out all your teeth.
    AND THIS IS EXPERIENCING HELL WHEN YOU'RE  NOT EVEN DEAD YET.
    I bet you regret it.Please pick your target properly,not someone you cannot afford to piss off.

    Because I swear,if there's no law,I will rush to get all the needed equipments already.
    But even if I am able to do all that,it will not satisfy my need of revenge.It will not appease me.
    What story did you spin to the others to make them ask me to forgive you?
    Did you like tell them I liked you even though you got a wife and kid?If that's the case,you better watch it.

    YES,I WILL MAKE YOUR LIFE LIVING HELL,this coming Saturday.
    There's nothing I enjoy more than revenge,although the process to it is very anger-izing.

    Yeah yeah fuck you bitch.
    Ugh.

Wednesday, 28 October 2009

Wednesday, 21 October 2009

  • Currently
    The Lost Symbol
    By Dan Brown
    see related


    People I'm not close with ask about how I am.While people I am close with,don't really?SAD.

    I went for my SPOT elective today.THE WORLD TODAY.
    It was okay but it was nerve-wrecking with people I didn't know at all.

    Collected my present from Jiahe.

    Thanks Cheryl,I LOVE the skulls all over it,but I don't know what it is?Am I supposed to like tie it over my head like a hairband or something?
    Okay,I know I'm quite dumb for not knowing what to do with it.
    Anyway thank you for the card and the present! ♥

    I feel so lethargic.Slept in school during the two hours break today.
    School starts at one tomorrow,happy.Other than thursdays,the whole week starts at 1 man!
    The guys in my class starts at 8 the whole week,cause of their GEMs.HAHA.

    They keep saying that I'm dumb,but I'm so not!It's just a bit of a blur only.

    The other 2 girls from the other class told me something about a guy from their class.
    Apparently they're avoiding him cause he's always asking them to go to Aljunied to have lunch with him and then he will bring you back to the office where he works and then 3 guys will psycho you.
    I am very very curious as to what you're psycho-ed about.Maybe preachers?
    The only way of finding out is by going.But you must go alone.I AM REALLY CURIOUS!
    Nobody will talk.This is driving me nuts.

    Wow,can't believe I typed so much crap.

    I hate mondays and tuesdays. 8-5.Killer much.
    Electrical technology,computer programming and thermofluids.Hate these modules.
    Electrical technology is PHYSICS.Hate physics.
    I hope this semester my grades will maintain.\

    I hate Nicholas Tan for making me keep his notes just cause he doesn't have a file.It makes my bag so heavy ):

    Oh yeah,there's this module called critical reasoning skills!
    It's about how to argue with someone effectively,I LOVE THIS MODULE MAN.
    It will include, picking out weaknesses in people's argument so that you can attack that weak part.I wonder if this module is made for me!Hahahahaa,maybe I can get an A some more.

    I paid 200 bucks for DJ cca last time,don't feel like committing anymore.I'm no good at it!I need more jamming session but there's no time too.

    I have a dialogue session with a senior parliamentary secretary next wednesday.I think i'll just sit there and keep quiet.I will have a 3 hour break that day.Sigh,alone again.

Tuesday, 20 October 2009

  • I do not have the determination to feed this blog anymore.
    I am quite bored with everything to be honest.
    School is boring though I enjoy the classes,unlike everything else.

    Nothing's really interesting at the moment.

    But i bought the new dan brown's book!
    THE LOST SYMBOL.
    \m/


Thursday, 15 October 2009

  • Ok,I know I'm like missing from here for quite a while but nothing's happened till recently,like so many things at one go,it's fucking driving me nuts.Insanely nuts.

    Hello look,I tried to be sensitive towards your feeling and blah,but since my put-in effort was wasted,I don't fucking give a shit anymore.Don't talk to me,don't make eye contact with me,fine.Look at me with that disgusted face?I DON'T FUCKING GIVE A DANG SHIT ANYMORE.Because nobody can look at anybody else with a face of complete disgust better than I can cause I've done it for so long.I can even make you feel like you're being completely looked down by me.I can make you feel stupid and I can sting you with my words and sometimes uncouth manners.SUCK ON THAT PAL."we're still friends"Fuck that bitch phrase.

    Now,I quarreled with an auntie,and another,plus a promoter.Like,holy crap,FUCK YOU AUNTIE BITCHES!Your night life not good enough is it,must come to supermarket and act superior is it.You can speak English,so can I.And I can use chim chim words okay!Your pronunciation was WRONG WRONG WRONG.Now if you were my friend,I'd correct you,but you're not,so make a fool of yourself everywhere you go.Mad pissed.

    Auntie #1:
    Bought 2 extra large lollipops,I put them into the bag wrong way round:
     
    So then I know it's harder to carry like that cause the weight of it isn't at the bottom but the top.Fine I was wrong,I was answering a question my colleague asked,that's why I put it in wrongly.
    Here's how it went,(dialogue style man)
    Bitch:Where got people put like this one,where's your brain?!
    Me(feeling not very happy already):What do you mean whether I have a brain?How    can you ask this sort of question?!
    Bitch:Ok ok, sorry sorry.
    Then end already right,NO.
    Bitch(to her son):Never see this kind of stupid people before.
    Me(dead pissed and totally shouting):You want to continue this is it!!
    I would have so totally taken this outside with her.
    She actually said that last thing twice to her son.The first time I kept quiet,the second time,cannot take it already,shouted at her,then she shut up.
    What the fuck man,how old already go around saying this things,never go to school before is it.So barbaric,ugh.Scum.Come to the supermarket again you bitch,see what happens then.

    Okay I'm pissed again even though this happened 2 nights ago.Nobody ever used that tone on me before ok,have to understand why I'm so pissed.My colleagues stopped working to watch me argue with that bitchy auntie.Apparently i'm the only one who'd dare do that,if someone scolded them stupid they would just keep quiet.That would be really insulting please.




Monday, 05 October 2009

  • Brunch with an idiot and nicey.Totally awkward at the beginning,refused to let me pay and keep asking me to eat,they don't even earn much themselves.Nicey and I have agreed that I will drink my first beer with him some day after school.He's going to find one that is sweet and he will pay for it.I hope it goes okay,LOL.I shall worry about it when the time comes.

    Anyway,life is soooooooo mundane,it's killing me.I can't wait for school to start.Or at least can't wait for Thursday to come,going out with jiaxin again.This whole holiday,I spent it mostly with Jiaxin on my days off from work.Totally love her for that.I feel really bored out,there's nothing interesting to be blogged.Omg it's 1.Can't believe I sat at the coffeeshop for 3 hours plus,reminds me of CU after school in the past.

    Gosh,I really do miss some people a lot x 100.Sigh,I hate that JCs have promos.

Thursday, 01 October 2009

  • Hello earthlings.

    I am dead tired,slept at 3 instead of the usual 10.30 sharp.I have to get ready in 8minutes and go to the dentist.It's possible for me.

    Stock checking last night was really fun,out of the four times,I only enjoyed this one.I could've gone home at 1 but i waited for someone who walks the same way as me home till 2?Then I came home and watched Ellen DeGeneres,LOL.My father came out of his room and shooed me to bed.I wish time could've stopped last night when we were all talking yesterday,really,though we have nothing in common,it's so easy to talk about nothing.It's very very eerie to walk home so late at night by myself,not like I'm scared but you know it's 2am.I think not sleeping for O level's art in the past is really helping now.Salary yesterday,yay.But having second thoughts about buying converse,maybe I should wait till Hong Kong.

    Oops!Later people,late late late.Becoming quite the habit now.

Class.